Rukmini Vijayakumar
Everyone perceives that I am motivated all the time. For the most part that is true, because the impetus to act and do something comes from within and an external factor cannot make you do something unless you finally choose to do it yourself. That being said, it is definitely a task not to let external factors affect me at all. To keep on a consistent trajectory of practise, discovery and creation even when situations are not ideal is not easy.
I’ve noticed that the body connects to the mind so easily. When I don’t feel together mentally, it is harder to wake up on time, harder to be efficient and harder to be productive.
Ultimately it is all within, no external factor however bad must affect us. But that being said, though this is what I try for the most part.... I’ve been fatigued and fairly less productive the last week than I normally am. Haven’t woken at 4:30 or 5 am at all. Woken at 6:30 , 7 even 8 am .... not been as efficient. It’s been a task to pull myself into multiple activities when I want to watch tv all the time.
I just want to share that it’s ok when you feel like this. What is important is that you do as much as you can and continue on. Take each day as it comes.
These times are not easy. They are ambiguous and it’s important to recognise it for what it is and move on. 
I have been doing things.... writing, dancing, yoga, running .... just with not as much vigour and efficiency as normal.
I’m hoping to be back on track tomorrow.
Courtesy-Photo @sunilino
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